Diperluin Saat Dibutuhin

Hello, after spend a long journey to start this one and begin again to type on this keyboard! I miss my qwerty form! From the other side, for all of you, my readers, I’m back!

All right, for this moment of time, gue pengen ngeposted about something in your daily life as a someone that needed by somebody who call you when he or she needs you to do something to her or to him, exactly.

Yang bikin gue bingung adalah, Why I have to be kind to someone? Why? Why I have to grow and develop as a kind one?

Ini masih belum masa-masa ujian, jadi rasanya semua orang disekitar gue masih bisa gue definisikan as a friend that fight together with me; in hard times, busy times, difficult times dan mereka masih bisa get laugh from me in happy times, fun, enjoy every moment and every single day feels like an pretty good for us.

Pernah jadi orang yang diperluin saat dibutuhin?

I need you cuz I want you? Atau I want you cuz I need you?

Tolong bedakan antara “keperluan” dan “kebutuhan”

Kebutuhan itu primer, keperluan itu sekunder? Yup! It’s the different.

Ketika hari-hari biasa, they ignore you, they don’t care about you, they just see you as a micro bacterium that come in a time before evolution. But when emergency and danger suddenly shake up their day, they call you, they get to make a personal chat as a first one, send too much cute stickers to make you feel happy and interested. It’s time; lo diperluin saat dibutuhin.

Ngenes, kan ya? And this siclus reply for many times and you don’t realize that you had been so useful for them.

Humanity aja si, sebenarnya kalo misal mereka manggil lo saat mereka perlu sesuatu. Tapi begonya gue adalah selalu give a warm responed to them. I won’t be dirty one yang seolah gak peka sama apa yang mereka butuhin di saat-saat genting kayak gitu. GUE GAK BISA!

I can’t close my eyes and cover my ears to see them as a micro molecule of the subatomic that come in a first time the universe made in. I CAN’T!

Dan untuk semua kebegoan gue yang always open handed sama mereka, gue bener-bener ngerasa kalo gue dimanfaatin. Gue bukan pelit, ya. Nggak. I’m not. But, when lo terus-terusan dimanfaatin, surely lo bakal ngerasa you have to get out or looking for doraemon’s doors and find someone better OR JUST BEING ALONE!

Gue nyadar, I’m socialist, I have to get interaction with people around me, I'm not individualist one. Tapi, bukan dengan cara selalu jadi mikrobakterium saat daily activity and belong to them when every stupid’s list collage lagi bejibun dan bakal jadi gunung.

So, for you, please look at me as a human, not as a microbe or just a little part of cell.